From Self-Doubt to Hosting Queen: Embracing My Unique Style

Introduction:

In the tapestry of life, we are fortunate to have a cherished circle of people who surround us and provide unwavering support. I count myself truly blessed to have such individuals in my life. Their presence has nurtured me, guided me, and given me the courage to step out and claim my sovereignty as a contributor in this world. The time has come for me to share my skills, wisdom, and creativity with the world and with those whose paths intersect with mine.

This picture captures the essence of my beloved grandma on her horse, Spider. It holds a special place in my heart as a reminder of my powerful lineage, rooted in the celebration of deep connections with both people and animals. Just like her, I continue to cherish and honour these bonds, carrying forward the legacy of love. This essence also guides my work with Crowded Table by design, where we help others create gatherings that nurture deep connections.

Embracing Growth and Transformation:

My emotions fluctuate between moments of genuine bliss and excitement, to moments of gut-wrenching terror. The urge to instigate change took hold of me in the spring of 2021. At that time, I believed I was prepared for a new teaching adventure, and subsequently, I made the significant decision to teach at the local high school. However, it didn't take long for me to realize that this change wasn't aligned with the true longing of my heart.

As I delved deeper into my introspection through meditation, divine consultation, and trust, a clarity emerged. It became evident that my time as a teacher was either drawing to a close or in need of a hiatus. This realization set me on a path of self-discovery, compelling me to unveil my purpose and the contract of my soul in this lifetime.

Embracing Authenticity:

In my journey towards becoming the person I was destined to be, I've come to value the essence of authenticity. Embracing our true selves is the key to unlocking our fullest potential. My commitment lies in overcoming self-imposed limitations, allowing myself to evolve beyond obstacles, and embracing the expansive identity that awaits. My aspiration is to embody authenticity and to serve as a truth teller.

Today, I stand ready to share my true self with you. This openness doesn't come easily; traces of uncertainty and past wounds from my teenage years have made me guarded. Struggles with body changes, weight fluctuations, sagging skin, and fine hair have fueled my self-consciousness. Sharing pictures of myself is a challenge I'm confronting head-on, a step towards conquering this fear. While the thought of video content terrifies me, I'm taking a leap this week by initiating a series of reels on Instagram and videos on TikTok.

Embracing our true selves is the key to unlocking our fullest potential. It's also the secret to creating events that feel genuine and meaningful – something we understand deeply at Crowded Table by design. My commitment lies in overcoming self-imposed limitations.

My Personal Manifesto

Thanks to my business coach and mentor, Krista Ripma, I have been challenged to write my personal manifesto. So here it goes. Insecurity is woven into the fabric of human experience, and it's through these struggles that we find our growth. My greatest fear is that my transformation into a new contributor and creator won't be accepted, that my creations won't measure up, leading to failure. This is the exact fear so many have about hosting a memorable event. That's why Crowded Table by design exists – to give people the tools and confidence to let go of that fear. I am working on not needing the approval of others but this is still a work in progress! Here lies what I know about myself: I'm relentlessly determined, dedicated to actualizing my inspirations with hard work and persistence. A natural thinker, I can navigate around any challenge that arises, dependable and supportive of those who rely on me. I cherish solitude, relishing moments of podcast and audiobook immersion. I'm always pursuing new courses and learning opportunities, continuously expanding my horizons. A collection of exceptional individuals comprises my circle of friends, a source of immense pride. Their unwavering support has touched me in profound ways. Efficiency is my forte, as I excel in devising streamlined systems. Yet, my weakness lies in the allure of novel ideas that easily sidetrack me. Skillfully bringing people together and curating splendid experiences is another strength I possess. My culinary ability is evident, as every dish I prepare is infused with a touch of intuition, and I can effortlessly pair it with the perfect wine.

In sum, my journey is one of embracing authenticity, transcending challenges, and harnessing strengths. I invite you to witness my evolution and growth as I continue to navigate this path.

A Challenge to Embrace Uniqueness:

I present a challenge to every reader: Dare to take action and exhibit your brilliance through your distinctiveness. Have the courage to tap into your inner strength and effect change. Within each of us lies a reservoir of skills, wisdom, and creativity yearning to be shared with the world. When we step into our genuine selves, embracing our unique traits, we weave our threads into the fabric of humanity's story. Together, let's revel in the universe's power within us, setting forth a ripple of positive transformation.

I invite you to unveil your personal manifesto, the facets that define you as an extraordinary being with a purpose to offer your gifts and talents to the world. Your story captivates me, and I am genuinely eager to hear about it. Please your manifesto in the comments here, so we can celebrate your uniqueness.

In Conclusion:

In the grand tapestry of existence, we each hold a pivotal role, a unique thread woven into the fabric of humanity's journey. As we navigate the intricate maze of life, let us recognize the significance of claiming our sovereignty, embracing our individuality, and stepping into the light of our authenticity. The challenge has been extended, an invitation to be daring, to be bold, and to let our brilliance shine. Remember, within you resides an immense reservoir of potential, waiting to be harnessed for the betterment of the world. Your ability to create meaningful experiences starts there. At Crowded Table by design, we're all about providing you with the resources and encouragement to turn those inner gifts into unforgettable gatherings.

The power to make a difference, to enact positive change, rests within your grasp. By celebrating your own unique talents, wisdom, and creativity, you contribute to the symphony of existence, leaving an indelible mark on the collective soul. The journey of claiming your sovereignty is not just a personal transformation; it's an offering to the world, a beacon of inspiration for others to do the same.

So, as you embark on this path of self-discovery, authenticity, and purpose, remember that you are not alone. Together, we form a community of seekers, dreamers, and doers, each working towards the realization of our true potential. As you step into your sovereignty, you illuminate a path for others to follow, encouraging them to embark on their own unique quests.

The world awaits the incredible force that is you. Your sovereignty is your birthright, a testament to your strength, resilience, and the endless possibilities that lie ahead. Embrace it with open arms, for in doing so, you not only enrich your life but also leave an everlasting legacy of empowerment and transformation.

I am humbled and grateful for the cherished circle of people who surround and support me. With their encouragement and love, I am ready to claim my sovereignty and share my gifts with the world. As I embark on this journey of growth and authenticity. Thank you and I love you to the depths of my being. Yay to the power of the universe and the incessant nudges in a new direction that is scaring the ever living shit out of me!

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